I don’t want to live for another day,
I don’t want to watch my life waste away,
it feels like I’m dying inside.
I can’t stand this no more,
I’m lying crying on the floor,
crying out to the Lord, I can’t take this no more,
life is too painful to bear,
oh, I feel so alone,
I’m such a slob though no one can see,
looks can be deserving,
on the outside I may seem happy,
but it you see instead look you will see that I’m nothing but a confused, depressed, sad girl.
How can you see through my faults,
and not recognise,
I’m not at all that you make me out to be or compromise,
So many compliments I receive,
but I am not all those things you make me out to be,
promises which lay in my heart which I dis eave.