I have said this for some while to myself….
I will get back into my hobbies, I will write more poems, I will try and write stories again, I will paint again….
And so far I have not acted on that… Because I can not gain the confidence, motivation and concentration I need to do them… I think this is because not only have I lost my concentration through being ill and tired but when painting of writing a poem I tend to be to controlling as to how I do it because I want it perfect… So I get annoyed when it isn’t.
What I should do is paint and write in an uncontrolled way, to let my raw emotions come out via my poetry or artwork….
I think I may try that soon…. Do you think it will help and I will create a master piece??